I know you've probably heard this before...but, every day really is like a roller coaster. Some things will be really good, and then, oppositely, something will be really bad/stressful/upsetting/other-negative-word.

This is clearly evident in my day to day activities. Everything good comes with something bad, and everything bad comes with something good.

For example, as senior year is (slowly but surely) ending, I feel crunched for time. There never seems to be enough of it. There's the things I HAVE to do (homework, school, sleep, college applications scholarships), there's the things I SHOULD do (sleep, read a book or two, clean my room...etc), and then the things I WANT to do (drama, watch tv, write, read, sing, dance...etc.). Between trying to accomplish all of these activities and also making "the big decision" there never seems to be any "me" time anymore. It's all about what HAS to be done, what decisions HAVE to be made, and the people that HAVE to know the every detail of it. Yeah, sometimes it's nice to talk about it, but sometimes you don't want to tell someone your every life detail.

Decisions have never been my strong point. "This one, or that one? I can't decide! Why can't I just do both? You decide for me! Just pick one!!" There's so many decisions that humans make daily that we don't even realize. But now, a big "life changing" decision is coming up. Which college should I choose? And unfortunately, in this case, I can't just pick one - and no one can decide for me. Come May 1, I will have decided on a college. I'm definitely looking forward to that day.